ordan yasanmaz olan burda yasanilir, orda yasanilir olan burda yasanmaz. karisti nostaljiler kafalar. diet kola migdeyi deldi. ve nasil bir his vucudun kosesine yerlesmis ki, karla karisik yagmurlu bir gunde karanlik semsiyelerin altindan bir ses ile, gosterdi kendini. huznun, agirligin, kasvetin. cinayetin izinin, bir "ulke"nin karanliginin duygusu.

black to comm - Hotel Freund (Alphabet 1968)

disarida kar yagiyor ve ben apartmanimi buldum

http://kitsunenoir.com/blog/2010/01/06/63-02º-apartment/

bir kimyasal patlama sonrasi

"But this evacuation isn't stimulated. It's real."

"We know that. But we thought we could use it as a model."

"A form of practice? Are you saying you saw a chance to use the real event in order to rehearse the simulation?"

"We took it right into the streets."

"How is it going?" I said.

"The insertion curve isn't as smooth as we would like.There's a probability excess. Plus which we don't have our victims laid out where we'd want them if this was an actual simulation. In other words we're forced to take our victims as we find them. We didn't get a jump on computer traffic. Suddenly it just spilled out, three-dimensionally, all over the landscape. You have to make allowances for the fact that everything we see tonight is real. There's a lot of polishing we still have to do. But that's what's this exercise is all about." (Delillo 135)