It obviously is the end of a though cycle. One which was full of miracles and sorrows. A path to self-discovery and deception. Filled with psychic hopes and real estrangements. I was 'given' messages in the form of songs, numbers, dreams and synchronicities. It was so hard not to tell anyone about these experiences. All of them were surreal. But now I have a hard time understanding the real meaning and purpose behind all these. So hard to confess them to a shrink who would certainly dismiss them as magical thinking. Really, this is a tough situation that has no apparent solution. I hope that this pain ends, I sincerely hope that I'm not losing my mind. I hope that I may go back to my life and its subtle problems. This tf phenomenon that they talk about seems to be a hoax or I don't know what.
so what I should do is to distance myself from the situation. I shall decide whether I should continue as it is or change my direction.
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