saturnian cycles

that it says it comes only in two hundred years. that I pushed myself to the last point in order to create my self anew. that my first cycle is over and the second one is coming over. that I should be wary of the dangers awaiting me. that the new one is all about responsibility and hard work. I am asking myself, am I over? Could I ever be over? Can I accept the things as they are and move on... Ironically to the business circle. Aka my second cycle.